The Road I take.

2010-06-15T20:03:00.000-07:00

Leave a tag alright! (:

Betty who?

2010-04-23T18:19:00.000-07:00

Hi all, some Betty girl just suggested me for CHIC girl. Thanks to my dear Nea for telling me about it. Else I wouldn't know. I don't know what to do now, my face is plastered on CHIC Magazine's fan page on facebook. Hahaha!! Omgosh, this is so random. So, uhmm, vote for me? -.-"

Thank you all. lol! <3

Work hard, Play hard.

2010-04-13T05:59:00.000-07:00

School for year two has already started. As much as I'm excited for the new term, I also have to realise that I need to work extra hard this year before I could get better results. I've been thinking of taking a part-time job also. I don't know why I've been having thoughts of earning extra cash for myself lately. Seems as if I need it so badly. -.-

Then again, school is school, work is work. I still want to have fun as much as how I'd work my ass off for every other thing. Like recently, when my class had a Picnic by the beach. Cute la korg, nk maen picnic picnic. Hahahah! Then when Azroy asked me out to hang out and I did. Last minute plan and make it work. Azura said I'm too brave to meet new people. Heh. I don't know when I started doing that, but so far, I've met awesome people in Singapore. Hahahah!

PICNIC!

Azroy and band-mates.

I met Azura and Khai for dinner and ice-cream last Sunday before we all got back to our busy busy life with work and school. Oh and we saw Nabil! How come the boys are all shrinking? Its so unfair. ): Looked like mat-drug yknow. Hahaha!

Well, all in all, it was a well-spend weekends for me. Till then babies, I'll update again the next time I'm free. Sayonara!

WARNING: HEAVY CONTENT!

2010-04-02T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hello! April's here! It's been how long already? heh heh! I know there's many things to tell but I hope my memory won't fail me. I shall pen down whatever comes to mind then. So after dinosaur years, I met up with my ladies again on Saturday night over at Bugis for sheesha (and of cos a lil bit more stories). Afiq and Yan were there too, but I missed Nabil cos he left earlier. It was nice cos sheesha, food and drinks were on the boys. Susah datang punyaa. hahaha!

On sunday was Lil Rayyan's kenduri cukur rambot. Dad had his marhaban friends for this ceremony. It was extraordinary cos they played instruments to make it more lively. I can hear them sing the prayers when I was on my way to the shop, okay! Imagine how loud was that. Mum even made his baju melayu for his special day. Abg Khai cried during the ceremony. Well of cos, he's growing so fast already. He was being a good boy on that day and to our surprise, he didn't even cry when his hair was being cut. How can I not love this adorable baby boy? Hehe!

The siblings and I worked really hard on this very day. We cleaned up everything fast then left for Al-Azhar for ice-cream. I left with Titi, Yan and Azhar. Yea, he came down and helped us a bit too. It's been very long since I last saw him or when he came by for a sleepover. Guess we all ended the day with a pleasant treat!

Mum, the clown got me.

I was alrdy shagged when Monday comes, so I stayed home. I spent Tuesday with Yusree but only for a short while. We cancelled Wednesday's plan cos we were very lazy. Hahah! I spent my Wednesday watching Tooth Fairy and then Crow Zero 3: Drop. Omgosh! Crow Zero 3 is fun to watch! Really! Go buy the DVD okay? Japanese is soo my way. Haah! I can't take my eyes of Hiroshi and Iguchi Tatsuya. So cute, can?! Lol!

Then comes Thursday! Congratulations to Titi cos she just got employed (again) after nearly 6mnths selling grape at home! Muahahah! Oh, I caught Clash of the Titans at night with Sis Marlia. Another great movie, cos we all can relate to it and its more detailed. Anws, I went back to Sis Ina's place after that, then run some errands for Yusree today! Thanks Azura for accompanying me and LJS. hehe!

Yes, finally I'm done. Thank you all for reading so much of the craps that I did. Me love you! <3 Hehee!

Oh, we're good.

2010-03-26T03:41:00.000-07:00

I had a very huge tiff with (well, I'd say) my date. Very annoying and I'm the kind who wants to fight back like all the time. Yea, I grew up to learn this habit from Titi. Hehe! So I nvr told him that I was out for a movie. (Oh, I caught Diary of a Wimpy Kid! Not that bad. Okay laa, I'd say.) Anws, I would have told him if he didn't rudely hung up on me. Pheesh!

And if you know when we're in the movie, mobiles off. Of course I couldn't take his call. Neither do I hear his call. -.-" So I called him back right after the movie and argued the whole evening. Sampai pagi okay! Member sampai tetido and we continued arguing till this morning.

Later when I went online he left me some msgs. Hahah! So mentel. I think he's shy to make up over text msgs. Idiot, make me wait for his text. Grr! But everything's fine now. Heh heh!

Okay laa, gonna find something else to do until later when I have to accompany Titi to kill more time. Titi, you owe me one okay! Thank you very much.

Puck.

2010-03-25T00:19:00.000-07:00

Right now, I'm paranoid. I'm insecure. Oh we are all like this.

You have got to feel this way, right? Shucks. I'm not liking this feeling, at all.

I'm tired, of thinking. But I don't want to stop. Or maybe I can't.

So I'm confuse. No, I'm straight. See what I mean? Tsk.

I still la-la-love you. Yeah, I really do. Dang.

No, I'm not in a relationship, silly. Hahah! :P

What's up, baby.

2010-03-23T02:58:00.000-07:00

I prefer staying home nowadays. Its been raining so much and everyone's been sick too. Oh and also, makin naek laa aku. -.-" I think I've been putting on weight ah. Stay home also stress. Want to go out but its raining. Macam mane tu? So all I ever did at home is play the computer, watch tv and sleep.Bile nk start school ): haah! Can't wait for the Quebec Meeting with my classmates. I....I...I rinduuuu! Heh heh!!

That aside. I've been fighting my feelings to love someone. Truth to be told, I'm really not ready to start this "couple journey" ALL OVER again. Bcos sometime sooner (or later), we all know its gg to end. I'd rather take all that time for the boy to be spend with my girls or for myself. I wanted to tell this but yknow, I don't think its nice on my part to do it, cos he's been very, extremely nice to me. So how eh?

Oh wells, sometimes we have to be selfish. Or, wait for the right time. OR! Okay, no. Got nothing more to say. Hahahah! Bye babies!

Hunt down.

2010-03-19T22:55:00.000-07:00

It was job hunt with Titi yesterday. Woke up real early and we left home at 12pm. Walked in to Timberland and it's so obvious that she wanted to ask the salesperson something but then she decided to change her mind. I was trying so hard not to laugh at her. When we walked out, I was like "what the hell was that? Obvious siak. Hahah!" She thinks the job is more likely for male. I thought so too, but hey, they do sell female clothes yknow!

We tried out at a few more retail outlets before heading to Burger King for lunch. I don't know for how long we sat there and keep on talking, talking, talking. Probably been more that an hour or two. Hahah! Window-shopped a lil bit before home cos we're still unwell.

Slept the whole afternoon and talked to Apai the whole evening. I guess he's a lot more of a better person now. (:

Go mobile.

2010-03-18T02:30:00.001-07:00

I am blogging from my phone. How can I forgot to blog just now? What the hell was I thinking? -.- Anws, sis marlia is on desktop now, so I'd rather not disturb her. I'm suffering from sore throat at the moment. Very irritating, especially when I woke up. Mcm nk kluarkan my throat and soaked in hot water. Amek kau! Hahahah!!

So I met Fadil and caught Cop Out yesterday, funny and cute. Heheh! We met at 4pm and booked the next show which was only at 9.20pm. Yeah, we got like so much time in our hands. So we met azura in wdlds before we left at 8 for the movie. Hehe!

Hi. Hahah!

2010-03-15T00:10:00.000-07:00

I spent Saturday in Bugis with Fadil. Nothing much, we just spent our time at the library watching some movies. I cannot stop laughing, and its really hard to control myself cos when I laugh, I would laugh like everyone's deaf. Heh heh! Very buruk, I know. -.-"

We decided to get out from there when we started feeling thirsty. Too much silent laughter I guess. Haah! Then we parted. Skjap jee klua. Tak lamaa pon! Hahaha!

On Sunday was Lil' Irfan's birthday celebration! Got invited to his birthday pit by Ezzah. We were the last few to reach and the foods left are still a lot! Some even pack it back home lor! Hahahah! Titi and Yan left, while Fadil and I take a stroll for a while. Bumped into Zaki and Saiful with another girl friend of theirs. Small world, ey? :D

That is all. Today was supposed to meet up with them girls, but I think Radiah's sick. So we cancelled it. Oh wells, its such a nice weather to sleep in. You know, I know laa. Bye-bye!

Weehoo!

2010-03-11T23:32:00.000-08:00

Finally, exams are over! I ended school days for year one by catching a movie with Fadil. We caught Dear John, bro! So sedih, I actually cried. That's when Fadil goes "sentimental rupenye", hahah! Malu pe, someone saw me crying. -.-"

The real celebration was with my girls today! We had breakfast cum lunch at Pastamania. Walked to some place to seat after that. The weather was hot but the wind is of much help, really. Thanks to that, we weren't complaining that much. Hahah! Had cupcakes made by Radiah and more cakes brought by her Mibz. You'd be wondering who's birthday is it, but no. There isn't anyone's b'day. Haah!

All I remembered today was taking a lot of photos. So now, I'm waiting patiently for it. So does Nona. Hoho! Anws, mate merah jee while window-shopping. Saw a lot of pretty, gorgeous shoes and clothes. Ga-ga-ga... Can't wait for Monday though. So many plans up my sleeve. Heh heh heh!

VeeVo.

2010-03-06T08:16:00.000-08:00

The pressure was intense. So I decided to take a stroll over at Vivo with my girl. Had LJS for dinner, enjoyed the free show of Fireworks(!!!), talks as usual and pictures. Heh heh! It was just a short meet up though. Somehow it feels a bit weird without Khai, so we decided to give him a call. Lol! Very random youuu! It was a sudden urge like that. Haah!

I met Titi and Ijan at 10 after Azura left. Click, click, snap before we left for home. That's pretty much it. I can't wait to go out with Ijan for more photos. Grawr!

And I swear today wasn't productive at all. Huuaaa! Feel like killing myself at the end of the day. Should have gone out with someone or anyone yknow! Lol! Alrights. Im'ma go now. Goodnight!

Them.

2010-03-04T23:46:00.000-08:00

These pretty much summarised what me and my girls have been up to last few weeks, or should I say ever since the beginning of the year? Hahah! So it was from: Lunch at McDonalds, trip to Science Centre after we finished our CCSO Role-Play first, to Mr Prata, hair-do's after SVE Role-Plays or simply just having fun in class. Heh heh!

ITE school life won't be as wacky without these bunch! hehe! Speaking of school, I can't wait for exams to be over. However! I still don't want time to pass by so fast.......because I haven't finished revising. D:

Bye-bye ppl. Have an awesome weekend! (:

*yknow, I do feel like catching Dear John =\*
(No, no. Do not procrastinate already.) Zzzzz...

Where?

2010-03-04T11:08:00.000-08:00

I, seriously could not put my mind on focus mode. Help, pls? I've been sleeping a lot lately sia. Zzzz. Please Mind and Heart, I really need you now. Don't give up on me yet. =\ At least after next week laa. I hope I could speed up my pace asap.

Today, sch ended earlier cos we're short of one lesson and the attendance was pathetic. Watched iTalent in school and then head home. Bathed and went out with Titi to City Plaza to run some errands intially. But then Mum was unsure of the shop so we are actually wasting our time there. -.-"

Window-shop for a while and there's quite a handful of things that caught my eye, surprisingly. Titi and I then trained back to Bedok. Was suppose to buy my hair cream. My hair rosak gilaa punye siak, so you can see how desperate I was for the cream! Hahaha!

We board bus 225, as instructed by Titi and we ended up boarding and alighting at the same place. Yes, we board at interchange and we alight at interchange also. Not once, but TWICE! TWICE I tell you! This is probably the stupidest thing we'd ever done together. Hahahahah!!!!

We gave up, so we went home. Titi got it for me when she went out with Yan, since he knows the place well. Buang mase aku jeee! Hmpf. Okkay, go to sleep alrdy. Good nights!

I was so high, now I'm so low.

2010-03-03T04:16:00.000-08:00

The only thing I hate about Mr Baey's lesson is the card game that he makes us play. Stop it eh, tu game. Make us all fight sia. Tsk! Okay babies, no fight-fight k. Peace, no war. Hehe! Before that, we celebrate the February babies birthday. We had cake and snacks. K, this just screams primary school. Hahaha!

This week's gonna be real busy. I had to do so much mugging. The girls and I even skipped SW to mug at Jurong's library (which is not enough also). And I really should stop facing the comp nowadays and get snoozing real early for school. Not that I am always late. HEHE! Me and my train buddy worked hard to come to school on time alrdy. Achievement ah, abeh! :P

Happy 18th Birthday, Rais. I just want to wish you all the best for your future. Have a happy and healthy life ahead. I'm sorry if I had done any wrongs towards you. It wasn't intentional, I swear. Nonetheless, have fun big boy! (:

Sigh, as if you would read this. Well, if you will or had, lu gerek bro! Hahah! K, before I get all teary, I think I'll go now. Need to bathe, flip pages and do notes. Goodnight ya'll. (:

Really Happy Hours!

2010-03-01T08:41:00.000-08:00

Saturday with the two kookoos. We had dinner at Cahaya, followed by a job interview at Bugis, then Sheesha. This kuku Khai, said they were waiting for me at some staircase, but nvr told me at control station. So I thought I was suppose to meet them at Far East straight. Baaaeek punye human map. -.-"

In return, I had to treat him to Pepsi, eventhough I was far ahead of them. But it's okay, skali skale kaaaan. Lol! Oh yes, I saw Kasha too! My primary sch gf. Gosh, I swear it's been so long since we met. We were so shocked to see each other lor! Hahahah!

All in all, its another well spend Saturday. When I got home, I helped mum cut the chillies in preparation for Farah's first Big Day; her engagement ceremony. My thumb got swollen from holding the scissors and cutting chillies. ):

Yeah, that's how the ceremony goes. There's more pictures of it but Sally have yet to upload it. I'll share more some other time, if I could. Titi, Yan and I left home later than the others cos yknow, we're always like that. Zzzz. Sape tak tau kaan. -.-" Hahah! No laa, actually its only Yan, cos we had to wait for him to wake up from his beauty sleep. Btol tak, Titi? LOL!

Aniways, I'd say its pretty grand for just an engagement ceremony la. But what the hell, it's not Farah if its not grand. Hahah! Besides, all their hard work, must be seen! Insyaallah berkekalan. Hehe! Oh yes, congratulations Farahlizah! *grawr*

I was so shagged that I actually slept early. I was gone even before 12am! That, my friend, is soo not me. Haah! Alrights, Im'ma stop here now. Goodnight, babies! (:

p/s: I hope my girls had fun celebrating Aysha's birthday! I'm sorry I couldn't make it. See ya'll some time soon. xoxo! ♥

Yeah, we made it!

2010-02-27T11:06:00.000-08:00

Hey Chica, its your birthday! Hahah!

Happy 20th Birthday, babe!

We all know it's nvr easy living your life the way you did.

But hey, we're all so proud of you! Stay strong, gorgeous and

be the best that you can in whatever may come. Love you! ♥

- -

I chipped my all done finger nails when I helped mum

cut the chillies for Farah's engagement ceremony. ):

But its okaay. I have to remove it soon aniways. Hahahah!

I have so much more to tell. I'll blog again when

I got the pictures from today's outing with Azura and Khai.

That ass, he made fun of me the whole day! And thanks Azura,

for the collaboration with him. Non-stop hits eh korg! Hmpf.

And then I'll share the pictures from the Engagement Ceremony too!

Till then, goodnight ya'll! <3

Can't separate me from me.

2010-02-24T03:47:00.000-08:00

It's been so long, since I've last ~~seen your face~~ update this blog.

Ahahaha! Must sing okay? No? Okay fine, no.

Aniways, I just came back from livejournal. I moved back here cos

I think its more convenient for me. The codes and stuff. Plus, it's easier

for people to tag me. So ya'll BETTER tag me k? Good ones, pls.

Thank you very much, babies. hehe!

I might be moving again though. I said MIGHT. Hahah! I'd still be

here before I make any decisions on which blog to use, that is.

If not, then I'll just stay. I know laa, pantat gatal kaan. Tsk.

Look at Rayyan! Ever since he came back from the

hospital, he's been sleeping with different patterns!

Hahah! Geram, mcm nk bite²!

Yesterday night, he refused to sleep, so I pick him up.

I played with him for a while before he doze off all

by himself when I rest him on my chest. I think he loves me.

Aww. *blush* Huahua!!! Auntie love you too, okay. (:

*plants kisses and hugs for Rayyan* kekeke!

That aside, I feel that this week is a hectic week. The girls&I

have been caught up with role-plays for CSO and test

after test. I just hope the rest of the mates ace it well.

We keep reminding each other to study at the end of

every lesson/day. Hehehe! Sayaang korg sume. ♥

On the other hand, can't wait to see the cousin on her

engagement ceremony on Sunday! I pray that everything will

go on smoothly as plan. Hehehe!! I can't imagine you with kids, Farah!

Lion Mongster! AHAHAHAHA!!

That is all, darling. I sprain my neck when I was sleeping.

Im'ma cut it and put my head on display now. -______-"

Bye!

How much I ♥ You.

2009-12-13T10:31:00.000-08:00

I couldn't find the strength to leave it all just like that.

It was the best I ever had. I didn't know what wrong have

I done to you that it all comes down to this. You promised

me that it's all gonna be fine and nothing else matters as long

as we're by each other's side. So much for trusting you.

It's different. It'll never be the same like what we had.

I tried, and I just knew it'll never be. Everything that we

did is pure fun and special. Nothing will beat that. I swear.

I can never bury those moments. It's a treasure crossed in my heart.

I don't care what they say. It's my feelings that I have for you. It's real.

And I promise you that it'll be a long time, till I can ever replace you.

So, goodnight and sweet dreams. Till we meet again.

Truth to be told.

2009-11-23T06:40:00.000-08:00

It has always been this way, yes?

Still, much xoxo for you.

In hope of.

2009-11-22T21:07:00.000-08:00

Seven more days to you know what, boy.

Let's see if we could make it last. ):

My sorrow's too heavy.

2009-11-20T09:07:00.000-08:00

I am crestfallen with what I found out today. It hurts so much, I was speechless. Literally speechless. Then everything in my mind rewinds to the day, that very day when it all started. I am very frustrated with what he said before and what he's doing now. All of it doesn't match. At all.

I don't know why he's doing this. I don't know what made him do this. I am just so clueless. This is not fair. Its fucking unfair. All that I ever did was understanding the situation that he was in, I fucking support him in whatever that he does. Am I asking so much to just be true to me? Am I?

I am just so fucking crushed right now. You said that whatever you've told me were all true. You didn't accept it when I told you that's all bullshit. When I told you I wanted to shut down my account, you told me not to. If you know that you couldn't commit, then why asked for me in the first place? What the hell were you thinking?!

I am so upset. I don't understand. I am so sick and tired of crying for a boy. It's just plain stupid. I shouldn't have believed you. I should have known. I should. I don't know what I'm waiting for now. I really don't. I don't know where to start with. This is just too much, baby.

You told me before that in whatever situation, when we fight, be it in a huge one or a small one, you would stick with me no matter what. I guess what's left to do now is to see if this is true. Or see if you even remember what you said. Bcos everything is crystal clear in my memory.

If not, kau dgn kau punye sumpah, bleh bungkus!

Meet me Halfway.

2009-11-16T03:24:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry you had to leave. I'm sorry I couldn't be there on your last day. I'm sorry if I have done any wrong towards you. I'm sorry for everything I haven't done for you.

I was thankful to have talked to you. Thankful for knowing such a nice person like you. Thankful for even getting to know you. Thankful for meeting you in this life. I guess your work here is already done and He wants you to come back home to Him because He loves you.

Semoga Allah menempatkan dirimu bersama orang-orang yang beriman dan soleh. Insyallah. Amin. Hasbullah, you'll always live in our hearts and memories. We'll miss you much. ):

My condolences to his family.

*****

Don't you know what have you done? Did you even notice that you've hurt me with your actions and how you chose to ignore whatever that I've told you. I'm sorry for being selfish. But you should know why am I expecting like how I have.

I don't know what to tell you anymore. I'm weary of all this. I've been tolerating you for almost a week now. I'm beat. I've been trying to understand you and your work. But it seems that you have not been doing so for me. Thanks for everything?

I'll take a break to breathe.

Up means High.

2009-11-13T07:23:00.000-08:00

Is made me feel so blue. You're so mean, baby. ):

Im'ma make him pay for it. It's eye-for-an-eye situation now.

I love you. (I sound like a psycho, yes? eek!)

Aniways, UP during life-skills in school today was awesome!

There was one part when he was looking through the Adventure

Scrap book, yea that exact part moved me to tears. The old man = CUTE!

And DJ was sitting behind me, whining away everytime

the sad part comes. I think she wants everyone to know

that she's crying. Hahahah! She is, sometimes mentally strange.

But that's okay, we are all unbalance, most of the time.

Even my cat. He would jump in the air without any reason.

Or maybe he heard "when I say jump, you say how high.."

K, mrepek siaaak! I'm having a moment of unsound mind.

Astaluego, babies.

Gua Jiwaa, babe!

2009-11-10T09:14:00.000-08:00

I went to Wdlds with Azura to have dinner with Khai. After almost a month, we finally saw each other again. So I met Azura at Bedok int. and she was with Bob and Fizah. Hehehe! Maaf ye, tunggu saye lambat.

We board 168 and... Ahahahaii! Ade matrep mintak number akak! Ehehehe! Maluu laa akak nii!! Dorg kate muke akak mcm cine! They also thought I had a mix blood or something like that. Biase laah! Kate NaniJepun kaan! -_________-"

I told Is about it and I think he's jealous. :/ Alalaaa.. Syg, I love you laa. Always have and always will. I jiwe same youu, you know? Kekeke!

Oh yes, before I went out, I text Is something abt how I feel and what I've been thinking. He got so worried that he called me straight away after that. He made me cry lorh. But I don't think he knew. Hehh. Just hope he knew that I meant whatever I've said to him.

I was thinking...

2009-11-07T20:25:00.000-08:00

You know when sometimes you feel like you'd wanna grow up, and you know you'd miss being childish (the good way, that is), well that's how I'm feeling right now. Being 18 at the moment, doesn't change my feelings about life. I mean, its only a number.

Like yknow, I don't feel adult enough to do anything that an 18 yr old should. Perhaps now, this topic is about to change to, Money Talks. So we're 18, and we probably can't do anything when we got no cash, true? Besides hanging out with friends. Then again, who you're kidding? Even you know that you need cash when you're stepping out of the house.

I guess what I'm tryin' to say is that, I'm not independent enough to do what an 18 yr old should. Or in other words, I'm not ready to grow up. It just comes. Ya dig?

Maybe I should talk more sense, if this is not sensical enough.

The one who have what's left.

2009-11-05T02:38:00.000-08:00

Syg got me very worried today. I kept thinking of what

wrong I did to him till he hung up just like that yesternight.

Even after I apologise for the wrongs that I don't even know of.

Till I decided to console him then he told me that he's not angry

with me and that he would tell me what's it all about tonight.

It put my mind at ease when he texted back, "I miss u too :("

Hehehe!! Aww, syg, I miss you more. (:

I just hope tmrw's plan would be fulfilled.

Pls Allah, let tmrw be nice to us. (:

Is, I love you and appreciate you, honest.

The truth is..

2009-11-03T03:19:00.000-08:00

Aku yang merana, aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini.

Engkau yang meminta, aku yang sengsara.

Rimas, rimas! Aku rimas.

*****

Lari. Aku lari tinggalkan semua ini, untuk mencari ketenangan.

Aku pergi tinggalkan... tinggalkan kau sendiri.

Tapi tak boleh. Sebab kau syg aku and aku syg kau so very much.

HEHEHE!! You, you, you pamper me not with stuff or money

but with love, care and happiness.

Plus those littlest thoughtful things that you do. (:

On a brighter note, congratulations to my girl who passed her

driving test today! Cheyy, dah boleh drive kwete seh! Hahah!!

Im'ma leave now. I got words to look at bcos I got bills to pay in the future.

ehehehehe! I know laa. Nonsence right. Tsk. Bye-bye!

Shoulder to lean on.

2009-10-28T23:07:00.000-07:00

I love my girls as much as I love candies!

Okay, maybe more than how much I love candies.

(yes, defintitely! hehe!)

When everything else fails, I knew they'll be there

to give me a bit more life.

Love, love.

You got the key, right?

2009-10-24T10:02:00.000-07:00

"Our life together has just begun. Alrdy we have had many moment of fun.
I hope we make it, I hope it will be fast. My love for you is truly vast."

I love you too and I feel the vibe's right.

Although there's no 500 days of summer,
well, at least there's Keppel Bay with you.
♥

Spells F-U-N!

2009-10-23T11:00:00.000-07:00

and more. Too much to share.

Many good things happened. But we know, good things nvr last.

Or would they? Whatever it is, photos to keep memories fresh.

Meeting Cik Is later for 5oo days of summer, pls! Hehehee!

Not forgetting, sexcited over next Sat's plan with the girls.

I hope it would be happening. Literally, happen.

Cos Steph's back, bebeh! Hahahahh!

*fingers-crossed*

xoxo.

Graawr.

2009-10-21T11:15:00.000-07:00

He says:

-nk gy date ???

-hahaha

-mcm phm

-hahaha

-mcm no answer jek

-not interested ehk

-ok then

-nvm

She says:

- *boring btol ah dekni*

He says:

-ok

- jgn lyn uh kalau boring

- carik org laen

- bye

- =(

Hahahah! Cute pe kau!?

Mmmhh, geram nyyee aku!

*makes geram face*

The Shape of My Heart.

2009-10-19T02:12:00.000-07:00

When you promised you'd make up for the plan to Keppel Bay

bcos you couldn't make it when I asked you out.

When you asked me to cut it out and

listen to you when I say blablablaaa.

When you couldn't stop worrying abt how I feel

when you fall asleep and didn't call back cos you were sick.

When you call out to me and said sorry when

I kept quiet for a long time bcos you said shut up.

When you got pissed off when your friends were

rude and interrupted our conversations.

When you asked me to not wait for your call

bcos you were afraid that I might get sleepy.

When you gave me a wake up call

eventhough you were busy at work.

When you felt bad for wishing me

15 minutes late on my birthday.

It makes me feel special and for that I appreciate you.

Your silliness makes me laugh and your flaws are perfect.

Somehow the ideal features doesn't matter no more

bcos, baby, I was alrdy treated perfectly by you.

I....Confessed.

2009-10-17T23:25:00.000-07:00

I couldn't help it but to think of shopping since that day.

I just wish I had the right amount of money for me to spend alone.

So many things I craved to get my hands on and keep it neatly

in my drawer and wardrobes. Take it out some other time &

see it fits like a glove on me. Show it off when I go out.

Until then, I'll be feeling good about myself, hence

makes me one happy lady.

What can I do but to save my moolahs.

It hurts me too, to see you there, seating in my wallet

and not let you be free. Know that Mummy loves you. ):

I just have to keep you 'til the times is right for me to let go of you.

Treatment.

2009-10-17T08:18:00.000-07:00

I could not tolerate your doings. I would bang your head on the wall if I see you.

It was history.

2009-10-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

The boy who taught me how to love

and then crushed me, makes a comeback.

And they said make the right decisions.

I just hope it would be clear enough for me to see.

Remind you that

2009-10-13T04:40:00.000-07:00

Me ♥ you, Titi! hehee!

p/s. Happy 1 mnth anni Is. (:

Love products, pls?

2009-10-09T20:52:00.000-07:00

I wouldn't ask for much, cos I'm quite content.

I just need to cancel a few things outta my list.

*rolls a down a fucking long list*

Perhaps something like :

Borrow an English book.
Get myself pretty clothes. [gosh, I feel pathetic sia. -.-]
Get someone to buy me a camera. [its like a toy, nowadays]
Meet those crazy chicas & chicos. [I wait so long for this okay!]
& wildin' out clubbin' with Titi! Hahaha! This is a must! teehee!

See, it ain't that long right? :D

Me buck.

2009-10-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

Rusty much? I guess so.

I feel like a betrayer. Muahaha!!

Test! Test!

Good to go!

2009-08-21T03:59:00.001-07:00

Not yet goodbye.

2009-08-18T21:36:00.000-07:00

I, am blogging from school.

Blogger's been a bitch.

I shall switch to my LJ or WP

when I learn to get my hands

on the codes and stuff. Heheh!

So, must wait long...

I mean looooong, very looooong one. (:

The Pet Lover.

2009-08-18T05:55:00.000-07:00

Somehow I miss Ariff.
I miss him cos he always cracks me up.
I'd nvr forget the time when we 1st started
to be close friends. He called me siow girl -.-"
Hahahah! Don't ask me why for I do not know.

Recently, like 2 or 3 months back, he called
and we talked for a while. I asked him something
and he said he'll think of a reason for me.
Hahaha! It was a joke aniway. So the next day
I saw him online and asked what was the reason.
And he replied :

Ariff: Oh. My grandma got pregnant..

Heehee! Okay la. Maybe it doesn't sound funny here.
Only I know how it'll sound like. I never, and I
mean NEVER EVER once not laugh or put on a smile
whenever we talked on the phone.

He, the one who makes me laugh uncontrollably. (:

You are?

2009-08-17T07:59:00.000-07:00

"I don't like the way you treat me.
I don't like the way you talk to me.
I don't like the fact that you think it's okay.
and most importantly, I am starting to not like you.
You think you can handle me.
But the fact is, you don't even know me."

Hello World!

First thing first! I'm back from Batam and I think it was okay la.
Yes, we did have fun, but it ain't all that, yknow what I mean?
I think it's cos we had too many ppl and have time constraint.
Thus, we did not enjoy that much and lesser choice of shopping.
Mcm phm je ehh. -.-" Hehe! However, Batam is overall a nice place.

The pictures are still in camera and some with Titi.
I shall upload it once its all stored/given out.
(insert the "Lord" kinda voice)
So patience my good fellows. Hahah!

Another good thing is, we finally had
our CMB's presentation done! Yayy!
The only thing left is tmrw - CPA Presentation.
Just hope that it'll go smoothly just like CMB's.
Insyaallah. (:

Awayy.

2009-08-14T02:30:00.000-07:00

School's been all fine. Despite all that,

its never the same without Dj by me.

I feel so lesbian right now. Hahah!

Okk. I'm glad CMB's report is all done

and alrdy ended up on Mr Alex's table.

We even left him a note. *hehe!*

Thanks to Mr Sky for helping us print.

He's so funny! Heeh!

Mdm Hasnah's final piece is alrdy

done and over with, for the 2nd time that is.

Now, all's left is presentations and

not to mention test after test after test.

This lil' boy have gone back home. Sigh!
No more loud laughter &

lil' zombie running around the house.

On a brighter note, I'm leaving for Batam!!

I'll be back on Sunday though. Heehee!

xoxo.

Play Time! Play Time!

2009-08-12T04:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I watched Cinta Pertama.
Its so sad and it teared me up. :(

I slept in the hall cos that little angel's on
my side of the bed and didn't wanna wake him up.
Mum woke me up today, calling me from the kitchen.

Later he too come running in the hall, yelling :

A: Nanee! Wake up! Its not night time anymore!
Me: It's not? Then what time is it? Is it morning time?
A: Yea...It's morning!

Heheh! Having him running around the house makes my day.

Later when I'm getting ready for school, he asked again:

A: Where are you going?
Me: I'm going to school! Where are you going?
A: Me? I'm not going anywhere. I'm staying here..

He's just so cute and adorable! :D

***

So I went to sch with DJ. We tried to be early but
screw the watches and time. We're still late as ever. -.-"
Today was quite slacked. The only productive time was
during CMB on our hot topic. Heheheh!

Trained home and had thumb war with DJ!
Omgawd, she's so funny, though I feel
that what we did was childish. But heck.
Who cares. There's always a child in everyone.

***

I got home and that little boy was asleep.
They just got home from a movie.
Wasn't long before he got up and made more chaos.
Sis Aida left for school and he nearly cried.

But he's not the type whose afraid of ppl around him.
He ran up to me and start bugging me.
Macam nak gigit gigit bdk nii! Geraaam siol! Hehe!!

After playing, had his dinner and I get to feed him!
Awwww. Had his shower and more playing! Weee~

Faces with this little angel. :)

Most of my time after school was spent
entertaining him. Im'ma miss him when he's
gone back with his momma, for sure. :(

Pretty Lil Boy

2009-08-11T05:01:00.000-07:00

Monday blues. So many things that I'd thought of doing, but I didn't.
All I remembered was sleeping the whole day. Heh-heh-heh!
Besides that, I watched A lot like love, alone, in the room.

[Today]

Had breakfast at KFC with who else, my funny girl, Diyana.
So we thought we were early. Ended up we're about an hour late. >.<

Today is the day, where I found out the truth!
DJ CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT ME! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!
GUA SAYANG SAMA LU, BABE! TEEHEE! TKMO NANGES K? :P

School ended and DJ's dad drove me home. Thanks Uncle J!
heheh! I got home and was greeted by a pretty lil boy.
I was surprised of cos! So I asked what is his name.
Instead he answered me what is his age. Cute, I tell youu!

Later we sat down and watched tv. He looked at me
and asked, "Why do you have a bubu on your lips?"
Cos' my lips were cracked. -_______-"

He's oh-so-cute. He cried just now cos my cat bit his ears.
Hahahah! I guess he got too excited and squeezed marchie.

It feels like I have a little brother, or better still a nephew. :D
Well, he's all asleep for now. Early indeed.

My Home.

2009-08-09T09:35:00.000-07:00

Stay home ain't that bad either, I guess.

Most of 'em that I knew was at home.
Bnyk cerite pe, kat tv nari! Hehehe!

Kenduri was chaotic as usual.
I was in the room most of the time.
Sleeping with my cousin Sally. Hahahah!

Too bad, Saiful had to work.

He missed all the good food we had here.

Huahuahua! Besides that, 300 was goooood!

***

I got pictures from last Friday's ND Celebration in sch.

We had class deco and car wash to raise class funds. :D

I got rosak hair! D: Disaster sia. -.-" Hahah!

***

Here's the car wash crew. Hehe!

Ah-huh! That's us alright!

Astaluego.

ND'09!

2009-08-08T11:42:00.000-07:00

Time check: 2.45am

Kenduri arwah for the how many times.
I lost count alrdy. Heh!
No firework for me today ):

I just hope Saiful would be in a
good mood for a little ride tmrw.
Or maybe I shall talk him out to it.
Heh-heh-heh!

Snowball Missy.

2009-08-05T03:56:00.000-07:00

Have you ever have this guilty feeling whenever
you feed yourself with tempting cravings?

I have this issue. I've been having big,
and I mean super big appetite lately.

And afterwhich, my response to that would be,
*gulp* "I ate again!?! What's wrong with me?!"

Even my mate realise that. Mainly bcos she's
the one I turn to whenever I'm hungry.

Hahahahah!! I just cannot control.
Must have discipline laa, okay appetite? Tsk.

***

Feed my new craving - Shoes! D:

A Dedication.

2009-08-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

Every now and then, you're always on her mind.
She couldn't put into words how much she misses you.
It never crossed her mind, To put you behind
and how much she loves you, you'll never have a clue.

She never mind those bitter words.
She loves you still, though it hurts.
Its those cute messages that made her smile.
She still reads them though you're on the 8 mile.

She sees why it doesn't work with others.
Bcos you were the one who blinded her first.
Three months passed and she's still true.
Hoping to see you under the sky so blue.

-Yours Truly, Nanee.

Cookie. Cookies. Cookiss.

2009-08-04T09:03:00.000-07:00

I'm a happy girl today! Not really happy but okay la.
I met Diyana after sch to feed my urgent craving - cookies.
Eheheheh! Die je lah sorg yg bleh layankan aku.

Bought cookies and bubble tea. A lot of HAHA's on the way to some blocks.
Out of nowhere, Muz appear. Mcm magic! Tak tipu! Hahahah! K, bedek.
After a lil chit chat, I bus-ed home. Then Zzzz.

I just finished webcamming with Uli. Biase jgk.
Kalau ngan Uli, tkde laen. Heeh!

2 Confinement

2009-08-01T21:09:00.000-07:00

Mine saturday was spent with this lovelies.

Supposely, we didn't have any plan.
Since I was in Wdld and have thoughts

of going back Bedok, we decided to go Marina.

(cricket sound)

What?! Its a good place where I can watch the

firework do their thing. Tsk.

Anihoos, the plan got cocked up

thanks to Mum's last minute plan to ask

me go Sheng Shiong. Being the good daughter

that I am, I did as was told. And fast-ly. Hehe!

I met Sally in City Hall and then met

the other 2 in Marina. Ooh, I saw this

ex-fuchun boy, if I could remember,

it was Fahmi? Hahahah. K, tak perlu kan. -.-

I had MY cheeseburger bcos the others

had lunch WITHOUT me. Sampai hati. :(

We slacked around and saw many many ppl.

Like Anis! She's in Cisco now and still hot as ever.

Fuhlamak. Hahahah! I feel so lesbian right now.

(slaps myself)

Fast forward >> We head to Supreme,
had snacks there and CW. Made a move
when we failed to get back to Khai. -.-
Long story. What else, home sweet home.

Good times. Hehehee!

Bandung w/ ♥

2009-07-31T09:15:00.000-07:00

This was on Wednesday night. I've been wanting to go out.

Initially, Titi and I wanted to go to Marina Barrage.

However she decided to bring me along to Mustafa Centre

with Abg Yayan and will be joined later by Sis Ina.

We drove to Lau Pa Sat to fetch Sis Ina, then to Mustafa

to shop for toiletries. I got my own toothbrush

in Wdld. Hahahah! Wtf. tsk.

After that, we had supper at Deen Biasa.

Mcm biase jgk. Hahahh! We ordered Bandung.

Its in a fucking huge glass, like a jug siaa.

The straw is soo layu. So I taught Sis Ina

how to stir - blow bubble. She seems to be

amused by it till it overflow. Heheh! So cute.

Drove back home at only 3am. I was so jaded by then.

Bed and soft pillows was all I could think of.

***

[Today]

I trained to Somerset and met Titi, Sis Ina and Nani.

We're going to Karaoke to celebrate Abg Afad's

33rd Birthday! So, kite bersenang hati.

Trained back home and play spot-the-person game with Titi.

Hahahahah!! So fun, we cannot stop laughing!

On another happy note, 3 things that is finally off my

chest - CMB Project, CPA Case Study 3 and CRM thingy

is officially done and over with. Next rock that will be

tumbling down is CPA test and whatsnot. Busy busy.

Tmrw is Saturday! Meet up with my one&only Zuzu.

Goodnight, amore.

Well oh well.

2009-07-30T08:52:00.000-07:00

My baby brother is sick.
Hahahah! Chey, baby seh.

I woke up and asked my mum where is he.
See, where can get a sister like ME!?
hehehe! Aniways, mum said he is sick, sleeping.
Awww, cian die. kekeke!

I've got nothing much to say actually.
Besides Listening Exam for CMB today.
Idk. It might be tricky. I just hope to ace it.
After that, was a 2hr break.
Had Subway Cookies and just talks
with my girls. *thumbs up* hehe!

Fast-forward a bit >> Head home with DJ.
She was nice as to stop by Eunos with me!
I was abt to board the bus when
she pull my bag and say, "Jangan balek.."

Hahahaha! Cb. She nvr stop cracking me up.

Safe a life, will you?

2009-07-28T09:50:00.000-07:00

I don't do well with navigations. That explains the new page. Heheh!
Today was filled with a lil bit more fun cos we got to skip lessons
and go around school to run a Blood Donation Drive Campaign.

Shoutout to Steph : Here's your chance to donate blood!! Let me help
you strike one of your "things-to-do-before-I-die list"! Heheheh!!

On the other hand, my poor Rad is not feeling well and
she have to come back to sch during one of her leave day
for filming of CMB project, which is tmrw. Berdebah-debah babe!
Must remember script! Eeek! Plus, have to got to sch early. D:
Ugh..sucha drag.

I feel like spending some money. Ehehehe!
Nak shop boleh?? Please? Please ah.. ):

Old Timers.

2009-07-27T09:17:00.000-07:00

If I wrote you a symphony, just to say how much

you mean to me, what would you do?

I would walk up to you and kiss ya. Hehehe!

*mentel-mode activated*

If I told you, you were beautiful, would you

date me on a regular, tell me would you?

If only you'd ask me everytime. *bites fingernails..*

This ring here represents my heart, but there's

just one thing I need from you, say "I do"..

Aww, baby, I do! *kisses you*

Ehehehehe!! Okayy laa. Fantasize pon tk bleh pe? TSK! I love JT. But nothing beats T.I. Woohoo! All that aside for a moment. JUST a moment. :D

Nanee and me rode the same bus as Irfan and Sufi just now, after sch. Omgosh, only god knows how much I miss 'em! Of course, my boys never fail to make me laugh. Mrepek tk abes2. I remembered Irfan and I always walked back home aftr sch last yr. We laughed about all sorts of crap. The most common theme was bangla. Idk why also. Hahaha! No offence ey.

I was close with Sufi back then when we were in sec 3. Sally, me and Sufi always get together on every friday cos we had cca. Then we would kill time by having lunch and lepaak. Haah!

Anws, we talked and laughed in the bus just now. Like what Sufi said, "Sayangnye, perbualan kite sampai di sini saje." and Irfan is getting "sicker". Hahaha! Tak btol nye budaak.

I met Mum and Cousin at Centre Point and then went to McD followed by Home Sweet Home. Right now, goodnight. xoxo.

Close to heart.

2009-07-26T10:04:00.000-07:00

I had a last minute plan to Pasir Ris. Hehehe!

At first I thought of paying Farah a visit in Expo.

But neh. I met up with the 2 ladies in Pasir Ris.

Walked thru parks and to Downtown East.

Had Subway cookies and just slack arnd at BK.

I met up with Farid shortafter. I bus-ed to Marine Parade lorh.

See what a good gf I am?! Hahaha! K, macam paham.

Talk, talk & talk. He bit my hand and there's a mark. :[

Idk why he did that. He was complaining that he's hungry.

Hahahh. Giler punye budak.

I got home and for the first time, my bro-in-law made me supper!

Hehehe! So cute lah he! I feel so loved.

3 Pictures from yesterday.

*Rad! Diam-diam eh! I tau comment u! Hahah!*

Khai & Ahmad.

2009-07-25T11:26:00.000-07:00

I haven't got pictures for today's outing.
I was ecstatic cos, after so long, we're finally meeting Khai!
Yea, Zuzu and Me! So we met at BootsNShoes.
Mcm biase jgk, StarKarat, mesti muke Khai.
Chey, kalau part ni, bukan aku k. hahaha!

I was thunderstruck for a moment when I saw him.
He's getting a bit darker (which he went like "I'm dark sia!
I want my old skin back! :(" I think he's paranoid, bcos he's
still a bit fair. -.-!), and VERY skinny. Sapao your head!
Hahahah!! He looks like a drug addict lorh! Ain't THAT bad of cos.
Last time berisi. Zuzu and I laughed when he said,
"Abang skrg dah ade 6 pack tau!" Chey! Abang seyy! Piii daah!

There's 2 things going on here. Sally's planning to
celebrate her brother's belated b'day too.
So the 3 of us trained to City Hall, had lunch at LJS,
bought a tiny mini cake (since everyone had lunch. hehe!)
and then to Millenia Walk to surprise him.
Very chaotic. Lazy to type. Heheh!

After the big hu-ha, Khai, Zuzu and me walked back
to City Hall cos Khai's parting. He's meeting his camp mates
for Sheesha while Zuzu and I catched firework and then
to Starbucks. It was all good, except that it felt so wrong
when Khai wasn't with us. Do this again okay, Zuzu? :D

We head back to Wdlds, had supper at Civic.
Home sweet home when we received a text.
Don't ask what's the msg all about.
It freaked the hell out of both of us.

Tak suke!

2009-07-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

Blogger's a bitch, again.
TSK! Nabeh. Pandai attitude jugak eh,
site ni. Hahahah!

Anihoos, sch was okay. Did a lil bit of touch up for CMB project and then to Far East with Diyana. Went arnd looking for shoes, saw pretty pretty dresses [ i want! :( ], pretty pretty bags and accessories. Makes me feel so happy. Hahaha! K, tkde makne.

Had Old Chang Kee, and then home. Its been quite long since I last stepped foot in Orchard. The last was with Titi and Ezah. That is if I didn't meet them, the last would be when... I met him.

Besides that, Farid bubbled again. *POP!* See, this is why, I am not looking forward to meet ups, especially with him. He was the one who planned and be surprised, he was also the one who screw it. Sheesh! Nmpknye, kau dudok depan cermin, tgk diri kau sendiri.
Hahahaha! Okay, bye bye.

Good to go!

2009-07-23T10:26:00.000-07:00

Finally, blogger is back to normal.

Now that its back, I've got nothing much to say.

Except that I changed skin (yayy me!).

Hahah! Okay laa. Tsk.

Time check : 2.34am.

Should DJ knew abt this, she'll surely scream

at top of her lungs asking me to go sleep.

Hahaha! I pledged to jiwe with her tmrw.

Trained to Tamp and bounce back to sch since

she was so nice as to wait for me everyday.

But sometimes, I still got left on the platform

thanks to her tak bleh harap hp. -.-

(gi tanam aah! hahahaa!)

Okayy, need to sleep alrdy. Less than 4 hrs left.

Before I forgot, sorry to my bbg's for not able to meet ya'll.

Goodnight amore.

APE NI?!?!

2009-07-22T06:46:00.000-07:00

What the hell is going on with blogger?!
Its being a biiitch! Tsk. Stupid fucktards.
I cannot seem to upload pictures.
and the layout seems so wrong for me to blog.
(ngade-ngade siket ah. padahal tgh type. hehe!)
Omgosh. This is so wrong. Dowan to blog anymore ah!
I'm going to change mine layout. Hmph.
This box is so fucking small to type out long sentences.
No good.

Bye.Bye.

Keep Memories Fresh.

2009-07-21T21:56:00.000-07:00

Titi and me. hehehe! Legend kaan gmbr.

Idk who is this. Hard to tell. I think its Titi. Mum said couldn't be
Sis Ina, bcos this was in Jurong, old house.

Second Last and Last Picture with the naughty face is obviously Ah Boi.

Proofs that naughty is his middle name huh? Hahah.

In school. Recent days weren't that awesome except in school.

Its just sad to have a lil bit of misunderstanding. Talk, okay? (:

Basically, I love ALL my girls. Muuah!

Sayang.

2009-07-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

Okay, I realised that two of my girls were sick.
Am I too late? Have you girls recovered?
Huh? Rad? Nona? Hehehe. Step concern siket ah!
Laen kali takmo share air k? Aku je bleh share ngan korg.
Korg tak boleh share dgn each other. Hahah!!

Aniways, there are many ppl that I knew who are sick.
Eeeeeww. I make friends with sick people... LOL!
I AM SO CUTE! deal with it ah. One minute je.
K la. K la. Tanak tkpe laa. Tak pakse! TSK. Benci ah!

Saturday morning, Mum busy cooking for cousins.
I helped wash the kitchen tiles after she's done.
Got ready and then bus-ed to Wdlds with Alan.

I spend my weekends over at Sis Ina's place.
Titi and I had a mini movie marathon.
Why mini? Bcos there's only the two of us (without Mr popcorns). -.-!
A bit sad right. I know. So we watched Cerite Basi kat TV.
The Game Plan, My Sassy Girl ♥ and one more I couldn't rmmbr.
*My memory just have to fail me at that end there.*

I went back to Bedok in the afternn.
I was talking with Azura when mum show me an old picture of me & Titi.
Pictures of cousins and siblings at 12th Sept B'day party.
Omg, Cousin Faliq prangai tak berubah!
Can really see. He's always been the naughty boy. Hehe!
And that side of him still remain intact. My dad calls him degil. Kekeke!

I grew up learning stories of my siblings and cousins.
And they're all VERY SILLY. Hahah! Aww, I love my Familia.

I'll post up the OLD picture for you to see, k?
Soon. Cos now, my pillow's calling out to me.
xoxo.

In need of you.

2009-07-16T08:39:00.000-07:00

I don't know where else to look for you.
And time isn't on my side.
I don't know what else to do.
I tried to make things right.

When will you....
I don't know.
I can't stop this myself.

Can't you see?

I was away.

2009-07-14T21:56:00.000-07:00

" Watch the silence scream the truth."

Lesson learned : Spend the night at Sis Ina's place = skip/late for school. Hahahah! So I skipped school when I woke up at 8.30am. Sorry DJ for ignoring your calls and messages. Nanti gua belikan kan lu Teh Tarik kotak punye k, cute mat? HAHAH!

How I ended up in Wdlds this morning? Ah, tu lah die. hehe! I went to out to meet up with Titi and Ezah after school. The purpose was to meet Baby Irfan. Oleh kerane, aku memang MUKE LAMBAT, I missed them and this the second time! Hmph. When I reached there, Ezah and Baby Irfan turned into Sis Marlia. *muke die lagi!* Hahah!

Window shopped followed by watch-hunt at Felano (i think) in Bugis. I thought I'd went home with Titi to Wdlds cos its already so late and Block 13 ain't very safe cos there's a creep! That creep is Roy's father-to-be from the past. Hahahaah! Long story. -.-

Tuesday evening : I met Ijan after school in Clementi to get my stuff done. Went back to Wdlds cos its nearer. Titi and I went to cwp for dinner with Roy. After dinner, went to Roy's place. Baby Qistina is so adorable! I carried her and put her to sleep and she farted. Hahah! Cute gilerr!

Aniways, bacen seems to be more annoying this few days.

So he shall wait for what's instore for him. Hmph!

This was on Monday. Titi missed Jinny and decided to take this. Hahah!

Baby, you &ME, outside.

Lepeto.

Meu nomi e Nanee.

Solely Seventeen.

Patient and a rebel.

Adolescent and still am.

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2009-07-11T04:20:00.000-07:00

Hell-ll-ll-ll-lo world. Hehehe..*bites fingernails*

Too much to mention while I'm away. I'll insert anything that I could remember along the way, okay? Alright then. [:

Firstly, I've been caught up with school lately and that's that. Someone just got paranoid when I did not send a text msg. -.-! Should I know that this would happen, I wouldn't wanna reply a msg in the first place. hahah! See, I'm that nice after all lorh! Tsk.

Besides all that, suddenly online friends decided to make a comeback by sending text msgs, and even to the extend of calling, out of the blue moon. I was surprised of course, but hey, at least I'm flattered to know that I'm being remembered. I love my friends many many!! Hehe!

Lately, I've not been at home. I went over to Sis Ina's place on Thursday night. Feels like dinosaur years since I last talked to Alan on the phone. (Aysha!! He called!) I was angry with him over some issues that some of my babygirls knew about. However, its a lil bit too personal. Eheheheh!

I head to school on Friday. Nanee and Adal are such sweethearts as to wait for ME (muke lambat, forever) in Clementi and bus-ed to sch together. Friday was somewhat a waste of time cos we did not even learn anything cos QB decided to have a mini b'day celebration, while Mdm Hasnah released us an hour earlier as we managed to top CPA results compared to the other classes. Hard work = Paid off! Hehe!

First time after 820938264811 tests, I managed to score near hundred for "A TEST!". Yea laa, like kental like that, A test only. Tsk. But I very happy yknow!! My daddy even nagged at me cos he didn't see me studying at home! Korg mane tau cmne rasenye dituduh! Hahahah!!

I sleptover at Azura's crib.......for fun. Hahah! Bcos my sisters all go out and I'm all alone at home. ): She invited me at the right time, so I also happy happy go. I went home in the afternoon today and met my parents. Hehe!

Okkay, going to meet Zuzu again, for McCafe! Hahaha! Tau laa. Tgh mentel nii, always going out!

Feat. Afiq.

2009-07-07T05:31:00.000-07:00

I was on my way to school while listening to some songs. Next track was a song made by Amyami feat FFIQ. And so, I thought I'd blog about a friend of mine here.

This guy here has been around with me for quite a long time ever since we were still in primary school. Sadly, I only got to know him well in the beginning of Sec 3 when we got into the same class.

At first I was shy to even speak to him bcos he's like that typical boy who doesn't talk to girls, yknow. Until one day, when he said something to me, and I shouted back to him across the classroom and that's when we finally started talking.

So we've been friends along the way up to Sec 5. Despite the short 3 yrs, school has taught us so much about growing up, being mature and appreciate people close to you. Hence the very close, deep bonds we had among the classmates, including with Afiq. We were like brothers and sisters to a different mother and father. Hahah!

Aniways, about Afiq, he has this fucking huge passion for rapping and music, with a lil' bit of art, I guess. Hehe! Everytime we head out to Civic to spend the night together, he'll always rap to T.I and some other rappers songs. Whatmore when there's Steph to entertain him. Lol!

I guess Afiq has taken a step forward towards his passion and did a recording with his partner as stated before. Of course I am proud of him. Shit happens but hey, we've been together after so long and no matter what may come, he'll be my homie always and know that we got his back and support him all the way.

And so, this post is dedicated to Afiq.

Here we go, again!

2009-07-06T09:13:00.000-07:00

Aaah! Feels like we're back to square one with early mornings, big bags and smelly feet! Hehe! Trained to sch with my who-else-partner, DJ. What's interesting, if not for the hot topic; H1N1 cases. Everyone's talking about it in school.

Lepak-ed in the canteen while waiting for next class to commence cos SW was cancelled. Senang hati kan, Diyana? Hahah! Idk what's up with Nona, early morning alrdy kecoh with her all wet bag and chillied uniform. K la. My bad. I accidentally squeezed chilli onto her. But I cleaned it up, okay. Hehe! Then Rad with her Jngn Tegur stories. Never ending eh, Mash? Lol!

All in all, everything was pretty fine except for the fact that the class air-con broke down. Mak kau! Macam cacing kepanasan siak! Boleh pengsan. Hahah. K, exaggerating. Aniways, OFA was funny, having to seat on the opposite side of Diyana and Mash, we had long loud chats. Haha!!

Completed Excel assignment and be on our way back home. Met bacen in Eunos for a while then home sweet home. I'm a good girl today, cos...............I was all quiet and well-behaved at home. -_________-" Takde link la, aku tau. Tsk. K laa, Im'ma go to bed. Goodnight, babies.

Out-side, busy bee!

2009-07-05T09:03:00.000-07:00

[Saturday, July 4]

I was suppose to meet Bashir for a swim at 9am. Due to some "technical problem which he claimed that it is unreasonable", which it was, heh!, we decided to forget about it. I feel so bad for stooding him up for 2 hours. He was so nice lorh. :S He didn't even have the heart to punish me. But honestly, I felt so bad.

So we had early lunch at McDonald's, chit-chat then he's off to his niece birthday party, while I'm off to Sis Ina's place to help pack more of their stuff. So many things to do, I don't even know where to start, but alhamdulilah, we managed to complete "packing".

In the evening I met Azura to Marina Barrage. My virgin trip. Heh! Wished we were there in the afternoon cos the place is so beautiful. Despite the wrong timing, I'm still glad that we were there at night cos we managed to get a sneak peak of the fireworks for NDP 1st preview. Wee~

Had dinner at Popeye's and thanks to dear Azura's treat. Hehe! First time, I didn't finished my fries. Too much of it, I guess. Huahua! I met bacen in Eunos after he got booked-out after that. He wanted to bring me to Simpang Bedok but I was alrdy full. Gaaah. So he sent me home instead. Tehe!

[Today]

Busy busy like a bee. Mum and Dad irritate me so much to ask me get ready. We're going to help Sis Ina move to her new place. heheh! Never expect moving could be so much fun, though its tiring and a lil bit annoying. What's more when its raining and droplets of water keeps on dripping on my head when we were in the van. Cilake punye Titi, she laughed at me. Miskin pe aku. Hahah!

Tmrw's schooling and I'm going off now. Goodnight, lovelies.

Feat. Sugars

2009-07-03T09:29:00.000-07:00

The pictures are in! Hehe! I suggest a see-from-below! Hehe!
This isn't the full of my ladies. Some of them couldn't make it. ):

Diyana: Is it true, Rad?
Rad: Aaaaaaah...

Uhmm...

Oooh la la.

Sayaaang gileeeer!

I forgot what was I suppose to do. Heh!

Tahan ketawe! Haah! Dick sia

Diyana, stop it siak! Muke priceless!

Candid, after hit on each other's head.

Sems!

Nona carik semut! Huahu!

Ey, Nona! Tgk ape tuu?! Haah!

Turned on, Siow Mode!

Getting Started!

Get me that Pony, Rad! ):

Hahah!

***

Thank you all!

-End-

Bye-bye Birdie!

Sugary Sugars!

2009-07-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

I woke up 2 hours after bacen's wake up call. Hahah! I sleep like pig la, I know. Tsk. Aniways, I was surfing the net, and preparing to start packing stuff to move out, when someone knocked on the door. I'd say this is something interesting cos who'd usually knocked on the door at 11am, right?

I looked at Titi, in fear of the sister's ex-husband standing outside the door. I opened and there was this NEA guy, request to check the toilet for dengue thingy. So I let him. Tak kan tk kasi check kaan! After all that, I let him out and this time round, he requested for....................... ehehehee! Tanak bilang laa! Paiseh la saye!

I told Titi and she was laughing out loud in the kitchen! After I did some quick packing with Titi in the room, I got ready and meet my ladies in Vivo City. Sorry I lambat! Mcm tk biase pulak. Hehehe!

I had fun with them all! Feels like its been dinosaur years since I last saw their pretty faces! Hehee! Oh, I am so in love with Rad's DSLR Camera! Saye nk satuu, boleh? Pweaasse! ): Hahah! Think you know what's next? Camwhore laa, abeh?! Haah! I'll post it out when I got it okay, babies? :D

Subways cookies are big and awesome! Da mi mais cookies, amore. Tehe!

Dua kali Lima la, kau!

2009-07-02T10:12:00.000-07:00

I've always been true to you.

What wrong have I done this time round?

I refuse to carry the blame for I know,

I am not in the wrong.

Maybe I should stick to one;

who appreciates & treats me better.

You and him, when put together, are as equal.

So, save your act to be a better him.

So unfair. Hmph! Bencii ah.

***

You, I nak sleep. Hehe! Goodnight ya'll.

Quit bothering me alrdy.

2009-07-01T21:45:00.000-07:00

I found out something.

I don't know what to do anymore.

For as much as I don't want to know

I don't want to care either, now.

It's just so unfair.

Oh wells, I'll let 'em go.

I've got nothing to lose, aniways.

Let me be on my way to Peter Pan's.

Feat. Aysha d.

2009-07-01T08:09:00.000-07:00

This girl! Sorry laa, we nvr got to take pics together.

My day was well spent with dear Aysha.
We met in the afternoon to catch a movie, Ice Age 3.
The movie sungguh cute and funny! Hahah!

So aniways, before the movie started we made a stop
at Lerk Thai's, had a chat and to 7-11[its a store & more]!
Aysha was so worried that we cannot enter the theatre
with outside food. Hahah! Like paranoid like that!
Cute laa kau! Laen kali kite bawak luggage, simpan mkn, k?
Heheheheee!

After movie, we stopped by Value and idk what
was she thinking, Aysha called out to a lil girl
and asked her to dance. -.-! Ey, ni bkn club k?
HAHAHA!! So random siaa Aysha!

Went to pasar malam, then slack arnd at Civic Gardens.
Aah! Another place where it brings me good ol' memories.

I reached Sis Ina's place and hear out Titi's cries
at the void deck, before we head home.

Y'know, sometimes in order for you to move on,
You've got to be sick and tired of being sick and tired.
But for now, let me go to sleep. Hehehe!
Goodnight, lovelies. (:

Shop Part II

2009-06-30T19:14:00.000-07:00

Helluu little earthlings!

I went out to accompany Mum to Jurong, today.
I went to the nearest atm to see if my pay is in, and it has!
Weee~ Ape lagii, aku ngan Mummy gi shop ah!
Hahah! Senaaang hatii je kaan? Tau!

Went Cotton On @ CCK and bought a pair of shoes for Mak aku!
After that we walked to Sasa to get my stuff. Hehee!
Suke skaliii. Tapi at the end of the day, I very the sad.
I punye moolahs dah gone! ):

This part is where I complain to Mummy.
She laugh at me lorh! But she say,
"at least I can see what you spend it on."
Sigh. True la. At least I got what I need.
Is this signs that I'm turning into a shopaholic?
Chey, exaggerating! hahahah!

I spend a lot just for myself this month.
I've got to be more thriftier from now onwards.
I usually got what I want instead of a need
and then ended up wasting my precious ka-chings!

Okay then. I can't wait for Friday!
Meeting my sugars! Teehee!

I've never had anyone being so rude to me.
And never have I hate someone so much.
You've just dirtied the name that
you carried. I hate you, very much.

Shop.

2009-06-29T19:15:00.001-07:00

[Saturday, June 27]

I went to J.B with familia after collecting our re-newed passport. Fetched Sis Marlia and Kak Mas. Lil' Izyani was also there. She is just so adorable. At first she was all shy to speak to us. Just kept quiet and seat still. Hehe! So cute.

It wasn't long before she started talking to us, laughing out loud and even called out Sis Marlia's name when she was at the mini playground in Kenny Rodger's Restaurant. Yes, we had our late lunch there.

I was happy cos she chose to walk with ME! hahah! Always pulling my hand and I'll swing her forward while she was walking. At some point she'll count up to three and lift her leg up by herself. Hehe! Cute kaaan!

Aniways, she was eyeing on this big rainbow lollipop and she wants it. But I told her she won't be able to finish it up and she say, "Caan!". Mcm phm jee. She ended up getting herself a heart-shaped lollipop instead. Mainly because, its pink in colour! -.-

After that, we drove to Giant to shop for groceries. Most of our time was spend there. I can tell so cos Lil Izyani changed from a hyper-active mode to all-worned-out mode. While waiting for Mum and the sisters grab some other stuff, Lil Izyani called out to me and point out to the Toy department. So I carried her there and we looked at some playhouse toy set. Well, the least that she could get is a small "Pet Shop" house toy. Faham? Hahah!

Dad then made a stop to have the car washed. Poor Lil Izyani fall asleep in the prem(?) while waiting. After car wash, we head back home. After sending Kak Mas, we had dinner at Adams Road, and I saw Zahin! Hehe! So f. tall laa! Tsk. Cemburuu!

[Sunday, June 28]

Mum woke me up. Dad drove us to Marsiling's market. After that I made my way to Sis Ina's house. In the aftrnn, Azura was so sweet as to accompany me to buy my jeans! Hehe! We met and then as usuals, issues after issues. Biase laa, pompan jgk! Hahah!

I stayed over at Sis Ina's place that night...uhmm, with Titi! Heeheeee!

[Today]

Happy Birthday to my 3rd Sister, Aida! This one no need to buy present bcos she got 3 birthday cakes and dozens of flowers send by her boyfriend all the way from US. hahah! Okay la, maybe I'll get her something a lil later. heh!

Was awaken by Alan's call. So we talked for a lil while. After we hung up, I went back to sleep. Later I was awaken by bacen's call. Tk boleh tgk aku senang tido ke ape?! Tsk. It's only 10 in the morning lorh! grr. After that I cannot go back to sleep alrdy. Gaaaah!

I sat on the couch and stone for about 15 mins, while Sis Ina and Titi still in bed. Idk what's up with the two who did not turned up for work. Went to Polyclinic, had lunch at Teh Tarik(where it brings me back to the times when I was there with the "Crews" after school and all), met Mum in Wdlds Int and home to Bedok.

I was surprised when Ariff called me after so long. So I called him a weirdo bcos he's being weird. Hahah! Well, he's actually my kaki merayap. Always calling me out whenever he wants to go shop or when bored. Heh!

Alrights. Goodnight babies!

Different Environment.

2009-06-25T08:31:00.000-07:00

Hello human beans! Finally, we're coming to the

end of 2nd week of holiday. So faasst!

This past few days, I was busy................playing with stickers. hehe! I brought a friend, Amad, along to work with me from Mon till today, Thursday. I had so much fun working with Amad. He just have so much to talk about, then I'll go, "huh? what? what did you said?" Hahah! Irritating, I know.

iniAmad!

On one of the day, during a break, he asked me this:

Amad: Ey, bpk awak keje ape ah?

Me: Bpk kite? Die keje Private Driver!

Amad: Eh? Fuhlamak, cool ah bpk awak!

Me: Cool kaan?! Tauu! hahah. Abeh bpk awak?

Amad: Bpk kite, die drive Lorry Ah beng, yg ade lampu besar-besar tuu...

Me: -___________________-"

Mrepek ah, Amad. But I just love entertaining him to see the different response that he would give. heh! On other occassions, like today for example, Amad sat in a corner where he thought no one could see him and he......well, he decided to put himself to sleep mode. The leader caught him aniways. So I just laughed at him. Haah!

Now that I'm left with one week before school re-open, I have a lot, and I mean A LOT of things to do. Like going KL (maybe. mentel kaan! tauu!), meet the girls, go shopping, rob a bank.. K, mrepek. All I know, I've got to run lots of things.

I'm waiting for my pay, which will be contributed to CPF, tsk, nabey. Not enough lorh! K, I'm waiting for a call, while I be snoring! Heheheheee! Goodnight ya'll.

Quick! Quick!

2009-06-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

[Thursday, June 18]

That boy called me just before I was abt to go sleep!

Then I send a text msg to the wrong person. maluu babe! -.-!

I got a good night sleep, after so long. (^^,)

[Friday, June 19]

I went to work with my bro. HAHA! so weird.

Bcos Nas sleeps like a pig, like there's no tmrw!! grr.

Bro got send home cos he's underage. huahua! kesian siak.

So, I also got an off day!

Met Zuzu in the afternoon to share some stories. hehe!

Trained to Bedok, waited for Titi at the bus stop.

[Saturday, June 20]

Met Sally in B.P and bus-ed back to Wdlds.

She borrowed a black dress and story-tell!

Visit cwp, been so long since I walked arnd there. heh!

Irritate the auntie who worked at Old Chang Kee. hahah! so funny. Auntie binget!

Bused back home, sleptover in Wdlds. Feels a bit weird.

[Today]

Bus-ed back to Bedok!

My dear Aunt Zizah, so kind as to make Bubur Chandel just for ME!

Not much going on. Tmrw working. Gaaah!

I missed that boy so very much. huuaaaaaaaa! Diyana, nak kiss! Pleasse. HAHAH!

Trust Love Trust

2009-06-18T01:27:00.000-07:00

I got this from Namdev.

Ni anak irritating giler! Mintak kene sepak jee! Huahua!

Aniways, my Thursday afternoon was spent with Isaac. hehe! I think I'll be catching up with Sally later on. Maybe, that is. Oh, to my ladies, I hope you got the msg. I'll inform you about the outings again next week. Hehehe! Thanks! Bye bye! Nak tido!

If I told you once, I told you twice. Heheh! Kk. Whatever it is, you should have known. And I know you still knew it. I've never been anywhere. Still here, as ever. [3609 rmmbr?]

teet! teet!

2009-06-17T01:20:00.000-07:00

[Tuesday, June 16]

Ain't nothing much either. I thought of taking up Sally's invitation to watch hockey match in Sengkang, but was too late. Instead I meet up with Titi and Roy after vacuuming the house. Heheh!

By the time I reached home, I was all worned out. Didn't know why also. Must be the wheather. Hahaha! Mcm phm je. So I fall asleep just after I watched Anugerah on tv.

[Today]

I was awaken by something, which I don't remember what was it. I checked my phone, fuh, ramai nyye org msg aku! Mcm birthday aku gituu! Hahah! So aniways, I received one from Diyana talking about Fire burning on the Dancefloor. Barang kat dapor ade hangos tak? Hahahaha! cb.

Then from Mash, asking about Friday. Sorry eh, tk reply, but I send out msgs alrdy! Heheh! Then Nona about timing. Followed by Isaac. He gave me a call, but I was asleep. Letak bom pat sblah telinge pon tak dgr. Heheh!

I gave him a short miss call back, worried if he's asleep. Ade je sebok2 ganggu org tido! I was also surprised that this little boy is still awake. Member ingatkan aku, bday die! Hahah! So cute. I didn't forget okay!

So, a big Happy Birthday to my dear Isaac! (:

I just got a call from Sally asking to accompany her for a short while later to Cwp. I'm now watching ESPN. This lady, doing a long jump, Funmi Jimoh. Omg, badan baek siak! She got the looks and can really see her athlete build body. So very nice! Cemburu. Hahah! K, mrepek.

TTYL a.k.a tolong tag ye, lalu-ers. Hehe!

I love your company. I feel like this before and I would love to keep you arnd just for a little longer.

Benci!

2009-06-15T21:52:00.000-07:00

Stupid dumbfuck. So sick and tired of your ways. I've been giving in. In fact, too much. Find your own punching bag. I want to fly away. Far away from you. Siket siket nak bingit! Ah, pegi ah kau, bingit sendiri. Sape nak gi layan kau lagi. Nak buat baek dgn kau, kau tanak kaan. Cb. Hmph!

Aku nak merajok nii! Nona, cepat pujuk aku! kekeke!

Monday blues laa. I woke up late. I met Titi after she finished work in the afternoon. Lembab btol makcik tuu nak smpai. Aniways, we train-ed to Wdlds. Made a stop at pasar malam cos Sis Ina is not cooking. Not much laa on Monday.

My Oh My.

2009-06-14T05:14:00.000-07:00

I am One and Only in a way.

Sunday was mundane. Car-ed to Wdlds and just slack around. In the afternoon, Mum and Dad went to a wedding function while Titi and I stayed in the car and talked till they came back. It wasn't long though cos my parents need to rush to another wedding func.

Dad send both of us home before they made their way to the next destination. Basically, I only pigged at home. Huahua! Lame pe, sunday? Sheesh! I woke up, got online and did some facebook-ing. Oh yes, my mummy love her surprise! Glad its a success. [:

I got issues. I want to work cos I need moolahs. But then its only for 3 weeks. Sape nak amek aku kaan. Then Caliz said "what for work. Enjoy your holiday laaaa!", which is quite true. But then again, how to enjoy when got no $$. See? Its a back-to-back situation. Pang wo! Gaaaaaah! T_T

Oh! Nanee rindu Rad ah. Knape ehh? Sebab kaaan.... org tuu kaan... die sukeee maen sembunyi-sembunyi kan barang org! MANE EAR-PIECE GUA?!?! Hahahaha!! Tak baek tau! Tu kite punye one and only ear-piece tau.... ): Jgn lupe ehh, bawak kan on Fri. hehe!

No es amor

2009-06-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

Familia went out early morning to make our passports at ICA. Had breakfast at Holland afterwards. Run some errands and fetch Sis Aida. Back home again. I continued to sleep cos mine wasn't enough from yesternight. Hahah!

I woke up and saw Mum and Dad nowhere to be found. ): So I watched tv, go online and make plans for Mummy's birthday surprise! Yea, yea! My cute mummy turn 53 today!! HEHE!

We ordered PizzaHut and Titi collect her birthday cake with Abg Yayan. Now, we're just waiting for Dad to give us some signs that they're coming. Hope everything falls according to plan. ;)

Those times you made me laugh, smiles to your msgs, games we create, stories we shared, Kiss me thru' the phone, Lucky and Blow me a kiss. It's a lot like love. How sad it wasn't.

Me loves.

2009-06-12T02:39:00.000-07:00

[Thursday, June 11]

Another busy busy day! All I could remember was I stayed awake till 2 in the morning to complete my second case study for Business Environment, crapped with DJ at the same time and give shoutouts like, "I SYG YOU LA! CB NYE POMPAN." HAHAHAH! Then webcam-ed with bacen. Ever since his holidays started, I dont think he ever sleeps. -.-"

[Today]

Trained to sch with DJ and coincidentally with Mash too. Reached sch and the other two kookoos (Nona and Rad) asked if we wanna tag to Rad's place to take her case study. Amek case study je smpai 3 org tag along. Kalau amek bf nye, mesti hantar satu rombongan! Hahahah! K, siket je.

Aniways, reached Rad's place and Rad, lu punye mummy TERROR ah! Hehehehee! It wasn't long before we left for sch again. Diyana nvr stop cracking me up with her silly dance actions, even in the bus! Mata pon maen peranan! Kekeke! DJ said something abt Nona when she talks a lot, "Dah lawa-lawa, mulot bising plak!" Hahaha! Turn off pe DJ?

In sch, I watched my classmates play CS. Mcm best gituu tgk dorg maen dgn penuh semangat, berkobar-kobar (chey, MELAYU!). Hehehe! Mr Baey gave us a lil talk and off we go.

I just finished chatting with Titi and I made her

L-O-L!

She's at work, coming back home now. This is how it goes:

(click laa, ABEH!)

Okay, now, I want to get ready and go present-hunt for Mummy!

Astaluego!

On-the-go.

2009-06-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

How I keep it goin'.

[Tuesday, June 9]

What can I say? I was busy mugging for CPA CA Test all night long. I went back from school, slept, showered, had dinner and started to work and squeeze my brain juices.

[Today]

How shall I put this.

I feel that school was fast and draggy at the same time. Erk. K, tak perlu. Aniways, lesson in school was used to do revisions for CA in the afternoon. It was okay laa. Not much of a big hu-ha. We did our work and I tried to save as much info possible into my mini memory. Heheh!

Had break at 12, quickly had our bites and test each other. Semangat pe kite? Hahah! But then, Alhamdulilah, a lot of us walked out of the classroom with happy faces. I guess we managed to pull this test off pretty well. Hopefully.

After school, waited for time to pass by bcos SOMEONE have to wait for the bf la, mother la. Hahahah. Tak, tak. Aku tk complain! Meluah kan perasaan je! kekeke!

- -

Besides school, I have been thinking a lot lately - mainly about people. I can never express how much I appreciate and love the people around me so much, be it friends in school, outside school, my darlings from secondary school days, family members or even strangers that I talked to on the phone for a long period of time and never meet eye-to-eye even for once.

I love you all, so very dearly and I'm sorry if I have done any wrongs be it small or big. Sometimes I just feel like I haven't got much time left and I just want you all to know.

Goodnight, lovelies.

Phew!

2009-06-08T05:54:00.000-07:00

HahaHehe!

Monday blues. But blues ain't that bad when I have my ladies in school. Skipped SW. Nanee and Adalnne was so nice as to wait for me like half an hour. Hehehe! Sorreh babies! The plan to ride bus to school was canceled cos of me being a start karat. Tmrw, insyaallah.

Trained to school and sat with the others. Dorg kongaja, kate rambot aku tinggi nari! cb ah. Hahah! Tak setinggi gunung pun eh! Exaggerating je! Hmpf. Dah la. Tanak buat rambot camtu lagi ah! heheh!

We went back to class and had CPA progress test for the third time! It was okay la. Should have studied up to Unit 3. I just couldn't rmmbr so much words! But I tried lorh! After test had lunch and the usual craps.

Mr Alex was kind enough to let us mug for upcoming exams during CMB lesson. This is where we started exchanging notes, paper crushing and flying here and there. The table very the messy!

OFA lesson was a bitch. I swear MS Excel is fucking irritating. Belom lagi pape, Nona and me got lost alrdy. Rad, Wawa pon same jgk. Hehehe! Then we were all like stoning there. Kesian pe kite? Huahua!

I was suppose to go for training but Titi wants me to meet her and Azhar at Orchard. I should have just gone for floorball. I was lazy by the time I reached home and besides, Sis Ina was alrdy at home. Had my shower and we went to Sheng Shiong to shop for groceries. Went back home an hour later and here I am!

Kk. I want to have dinner now and mug. Gaaah!

Goodnight, lovelies.

Good Times

2009-06-06T23:40:00.000-07:00

[Saturday, June 6]

I'd say it was very well spent with my loved ones. Somehow I feel refreshed and it was as if the time rewind back to when I was 9 years old when Mum cooked Nasi Lemak for familia. I left for Sally's crib in the afternoon at about 4 to pass her some stuff.

Upon reaching BP, she treat me to Peach Ice Blend cos I was kind enough to travel to her place. Heheh! At arnd 6pm we left and went our separate ways. Sally to town while myself to Wdlds to meet up with my all time tale listener, Zuzu.

She wants to treat me to dinner cos she just got her pay. Aww, so sweet! Syg jgk die kat akuu! Weee! We bus-ed to Al-amin and since its her treat, its her right to choose what she wants to have. Aku cume menompang je. Hahaha!

After early dinner, we walked to cwp then she meet up with her friend while I bus-ed back home to Bedok. I reached home and everyone is getting ready to go out. Lucky I was just in time. Hehehe! I put my bag aside and tag along.

Aku ingat dorg nk gi mane laa. These people are actually craving for deserts. Head down to Rasa-rasa to have Ice Kachang, Chendol, Milo Shake. Heheh! Macam-macam ah kakak-kakak ni. Later, the others went home while Titi and I went to meet Abg Yayan! kekeke!

Abang Yayan kite tkde keje laen nak gi tunggu Durian jatoh dari pokok! -.-! So we car-ed to one of his friends place, Sahid (idk what was his name actually. Sahid? Syahed? Sayid? watever it is, but its something like that. heh!) and waited for him till he finished work. Sanggup nyyee die. Kalau aku, balek, tido, baru dtg jemput die. Hahah!

[Sunday]

Finally he came. Drive to somewhere in Sengkang and they started their durian hunting, while Titi and I watched some dvd's and pigged inside the car. Heehee! By the time I woke up it was alrdy 2 in the morning. I heard the guys chit-chatting, laughing and savouring the durians outside the car. At 3am we left and Abg Yayan send us back home.

I got home, webcam-ed with Bacen till I ter-doze off. Heheh! I was too shagged lorh. But still, I try to stay awake just to hear his cries and complaints before I, yknow.... yeah. Sigh. Bacen should really start to mend his ways. Really. I wish I could knock some sense into him, but he's just too stubborn to listen to anyone.

Aniways, I woke up, got ready cos Dad's sending Titi and me back to Wdlds. I'm getting my shoes today cos there's school tmrw and I need one. heh.

Enjoy and Astaluego.

Shop till drop.

2009-06-05T09:00:00.000-07:00

[Wednesday, June 3]

Once again, I was a happy girl. I'm not going to boast anything here. Its for me to know. EHEHEHE!!! Other than that, nothing interesting happened. Either I forgot or really nothing interesting to share. hahaha!

Oh wait. Diyana and I was being a sweet friend to Azhar as to accompany him to meet his Darling in Bugis. I know! Makes you feel all draggy.. But like I said, we were being sweet on that day! Then both of us left and walked arnd looking for bites. Diyana is a psychotic bitch! Sometimes I feel maluu when walking with her cos she'll always make me laugh to tears.

[Thursday, June 4]

I met Titi and Ezah at Wisma after school. Semangat aah, after school, bcos I know, if I were to go home, I would surely be lazy to go out again. Since I miss my sister and Ezah so very much, I did what I did.

Had early dinner at Pastamania, like Titi always say - its my virgin visit and hell yeah, it was AWESOME! Eventhough I only had 1 plate, it seems like I've been eating like there's no tomorrow. Kenyang semacam, dok! heheh!

After dinner, we walked to Taka. We hit jackpots and earn a packet of $140 vouchers to spend at any shop in the whole shopping centre. Best ke ape??! Hahahh! The two makchicks feeling² OKB gituu. Titi bought this sleek white Guess handbag, while Ezah looked for Lil' Irfan's clothes, also from Guess Kids. I choose one of it! Hehehe! Mesti ah proud! Aku choose tau! So cute and it makes me happy, looking for a 3 month-old baby's clothes.

After Taka, we went back to Wisma FLMP to check out some T-Shirts going at 2 for $39. I wanted to buy some t-shirt but I changed my mind, since I alrdy bought 3 tees and have not use any of it yet. Besides, t-shirt wasn't part of my plan to spend my precious moolahs on. Tehe! So I saved it for a BETTER plan. (^^,)

Here is the BETTER plan : We cabbed to SembawangSC from Yishun and I bought myself this blue blouse, white polo-t (for sch the next day) & a cute black dress from Cotton On! Okay laa, maybe not that of a BETTER plan, but I've been eye-ing on the dresses from there for quite some times alrdy! ): So I do not have any inch of regret.

By the time, we were all shagged and my feet is being a big bitch. It feels like nails poking right under your feet mercilessly, I could barely walk. K, bedek! Can walk laa, but must tahan. Settle down at Starbucks before home sweet home.

Reached home, shower, then out to buy my prepaid card. ~~Uncle taxi~~ Titi refuse to make a stop. ): So I had to travel by myself. I bought my card and met Alan for a lil while. I dont know what was his motive. He asked me to wait for him at the void deck then we walked to 7-11, then go home. -.-! Tak perlu eh, plan ni. Silly boy.

[Today]

It's like TEST day in school. First period was CPA progress test, break, then OFA CA Test. I chilled with the ladies for a while in sch, at City Vibe and KFC after sch ended. Trained back to Wdlds cos Titi waited for me to go back Bedok together. A'an was also there. Reached home, slept in the air-conditioned room on a sunny afternoon, woke up, wash up and left.

It's been quite a chaotic week for me. However, I enjoyed every bit of it bcos at the end of the week I pampered myself with quite a handful of things. HEHEHE!

Goodnight, lovelies!

ps: My dear Mash, I feel you. We all do. Be strong okay? We are all praying for her wellness. Insyaallah she will be alright and have peace within her. (:

Dig what I'm saying?

2009-06-02T09:54:00.000-07:00

At first time, people want to get to know you. Of cos you wouldn't mind if others wants to get to know you. What REALLY matter is if the other party is sincere and true of their actions. Wouldn't it be sad to learn that they could not accept you for who you are? Or, get to know you, not bcos of what you are but what you have. Afterall, it was them who wants to get to know you and befriend with you. What's worst is that they take it all to a new level of relationship, as in, beyond friends, and this fakers give you so much hope. So fuck them.

Someone once told me, it is all the better to let this ppl be in some kind of a game system. What he told me is simply to give the party three strikes, then they're out. Move on. Till the other one arrives. If this one is looking for a game too, then a game one will get. This someone taught me a lot of valuable lesson and I appreaciate his words of advices a mill.

I hope you get this message. Fuck the fake shit. You ain't got nothing to lose. Even if you do, you'll win back a much more better prize. Goodnight.

TickTockTickTock

2009-06-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

2.4km run was a killer.

Shower in school's toilet was kechorable! kekeke!

Managed to scape thru for BEV's test. eek!

Was all sleepy and feel awful during lesson.

OFA was alright.

Rad have a new game, and I don't really envy it. Huuuaa! Toloonnngg!

Skipped training cos time is not on my side to really REALLY mug for B[itch]EV.

Sally's coming over on Thursday for dinner!! Azura, tag along? heeh!

Hence, the quick update. Before this eyes totally shut by itself, let me excuse myself.

Goodnight, lovelies. (:

Watch me rise.

2009-05-30T19:52:00.000-07:00

FEEL good AND strong.

Fuck the dates, its Sunday at 11.03 am now. My Saturday was nice and I feel good. You know, when it's been long since you last dressed up and just get out of the house to meet your loved ones. It makes me feel so much better! Suke skaliii!

Aniways, I got ready and head to Sally's crib at BP. I told her we're gonna be late, but she told me Nyai misses me a lot and asked me to come over first. Aww, I feel loved and touched. Hehe! This girl, on the other hand still can text me saying, "Cpat nye! Saye belum lagik mandi!". I then replied, "Ah! Kau memang! Standard. Tanye (where are you?) mcm kau dah lame gituu siap. Cepat siket laa!"

Upon reaching her place, I sat down for a while and talked to Nyai. Then as usual, I'll come to the room and we'll start our never ending tales while getting ready. There's lots to share! We left her place and was craving for something to bite. Bought sandwich and slurpee at 7-11. Lesson to learn, those two, doesn't goes well when mixed together. Makes you feel all sick. Bleargh!

We went to HMV for a while to get Elyas's order. -.-! He told us his colleagues are all bored and wants something to munch on and since its working hours, they cannot go out to buy stuff. Being the sweetest girls that we are, we decided to do them a favour since we're heading to Funan for dinner also.

After dinner, we went to ABC cheapest store to get Elyas's stuff. Red bull classic only costs $1 lorh! Very cheap, so we got 7 of it. HAHA! 2 packs of chips and some sweets to go along. Send the goodies then both of us went to Esplanade to chill since its still too early to go home.

Like lost birds, kite tkde arah nk tuju. By the time we reached there, we were feeling all sticky and its very the hot hot heat! Walked arnd and saw couple of faces, couple of times. Oh! We also saw Feer. Muke so serious! Nak gi fight eh? Haha! Ade jee. We sat near the bay and watched some videos. Its not that long before we left for home.

I reached home arnd 12 plus and called Alan. We talked till 3 in the morning and even that, it was me who falls asleep. He's so mean, he'll talked to me and say things that he know I would agree with cos I'm all sleepy and then laugh at it. biatch! ain't he. hmph.

All in all, I just love the time spend with Sally and the talks I've had with Alan. ♥

Full of Lovelies.

2009-05-29T22:30:00.000-07:00

A lil' bit off track.

Azhar extended one more day over at Bedok. Mentel! So aniways, Friday wasn't much. I did nothing but rot at home all day after school. I woke up, surf the net, eat junks (-.-!), talked on the phone with Alan, went out to a minimart nearby with Azhar at 2.30 in the morning, bought some drinks, sat at the void deck and talked to him abt some personal problems.

Azhar really got me thinking. And I mean think far. Thanks a lot! I really needed that. I now know what to do, for me, for the better. The next thing you'll see, Im'ma set up a play. After a while, we went back home and I called Alan back. He's like the sweetest boy lorh! He have been taking all sorts of crap from me and I feel so bad. Pity him. Nvm, I shall make it up to him later. Hehehe!

Today's Sat, familia are all out. Some to JB, some to wedding functions, one dating and one out for a short work shift. Azhar went back home alrdy. I'm left all alone at home. BOOHOO! I'll be meeting my Chica later. She wants to look out for some gig or something. I know, zaman bile gituu kan, gi gig-gig sume. It's okay lorh, for old time's sake. Hehehe!

Finally, out on a Saturday. I miss Sally so much, and Azura, you so owe us! Make sure you're gonna make it up for this k? Heheh! Sayaang kau!

For now, I shall "dry" some clothes out. Astaluego.

ps: I feel like doing another hole on the eye-brow. TEHE! Aku jiwe dgn org tuu la! tsk.

At a spot.

2009-05-28T18:38:00.000-07:00

SCHOOOOOL.

(DJ tak jiwe ah! hmph.)

Listening to Daddy Yankee, then Eminem.

No lesson BUT! there's going to be a car wash.

Sucha draaagg. No one's moving their ass.

My teacher is so cute! But he ain't that firm.

He's asking to write some reflection to

some videos. But I forgot to bring a paper and

my black, all time pencil case. So, too bad.

You ain't gonna get any reflection from ME!

Azhar decided to extend his vacation.

He sleptover in Bedok. HEHE!!

We had good laughs with Mum and all.

Good times after so long.

I am so hungreh! Munch munch now.

I still got L.O.V.E

2009-05-28T04:32:00.000-07:00

Nothing wasted.

Last night, I slept in the wee hours. Azhar and Titi kept cracking up in the room and it wakes me up. What the heck, they made me laugh too. Sis Ina even came into the room and reminded us that its 3 in the morning, not afternoon. Haah! It wasn't long when I got back to sleep. Hehe!

I woke up at 6.30 am and saw 3 men in the living room. Erk! They all look surprised when they saw me get out of the room. Must be bcos Azhar came out of the room first. Hahahah!! Whatever, we are like siblings lorh! I had my shower and trained to school with Nani.

Today was BEV Progress Test day, and I feel that I screw it very well. Bleargh! I feel so guilty. And with that, I would do well for the CA. No promises though. Heh!

Got home and Azhar & Titi arrived soon after. Aah! Company! Goodnight, lovelies.

♥

Do you care?

2009-05-27T09:16:00.000-07:00

too much of Your kinda thang. -.-!

School was fine today though my partner in crime and I decided to ditch first class, only to learn that there was only CPA lesson and school's gonna end earlier. Sheesh.

After lunch, headed to Lab2 and mind our own business. School's finally over and I head back to Sis Ina's place with Sahida. I walked out of the elevator and saw Roy outside the house seating at the staircase. Hahah!

So I invited him inside and surf the net, watch videos - hilarious ones that is. Titi and Roy left for JB while I got ready to meet up with Uli. We're heading for the movie - Night at The Museum 2.

Left the house and we lost few minutes of the starting part of the movie. Tsk. The movie was alright though. Walked out of the theatre at arnd 7-ish. Bought some bites from Lerk Thai, sat down at Civic Garden and had a lil catch up session, when I had sudden craving for Strawberry Ice Blend. Mentel laaa, aku tau. Heh!

I bus-ed back after that and Azhar was here! Tehe! I miss 'em much! I am supposed to be mugging now, but yknow, I learned how to Procrastinate [so much!] during secondary sch. It still runs in the blood.

Hey baby, its been a month. YES. It has, BEEN a month.

Like I give a flying fuck.

cos I'll be sleeping over with my Sisters!

tuuuuuut.

2009-05-25T05:28:00.000-07:00

I can be a Partner & a Fighter

School begins at 10am. Despite that, Diyana and I was still not early. [I just loathe the word late. So I decided to ditch it this time round.] We were in the train and Diyana wants to be thoughtful tapi tk menjadi! HAHAH! Mdm Hasnah text her back with a very "sweet" msg, Good Luck! Hehehe! *nabey _l_* -.-

After receiving that message, wth, we sure crap a lot. *Ape good luck?!* Hahaha! Sial.

So aniways, both of us was like Star karat, came into the class and sat for CPA progress test which commenced like half an hour ago. After test, one of our classmate, uhmm... let's just say, he talks without thinking. Heh!

Me: *looks at him annoyingly, then look at Diyana* Uhmm....

Diyana: *looks at me* WOKAAAYYY!

HAHAHAHAH!!! CB.

All in all, I love today bcos

1. I got bite by Radiah. -.-!

2. Nona reveal her VERY fake laughter.

Tampar kaaaang! hehe!

3. Sahrifah shares a lot of stories. Good ones that is.

4. I had good times with my sugars. :D

Oh btw, here's another news, OMG(!!) tmrw NAPFA test.

Sucha draggg. Leceh ah! TSSSKK! Benci! Bencii!!

let's all mug for BEV. seems like the 2nd important thing to do right now.

Oh my pretty, pretty boy, your skin is so beautiful it makes me wanna cry! Fa-fa-faker.

Lil' Rascals of mine.

2009-05-24T03:25:00.000-07:00

My Saturday was well spent eventhough I had my part two of Paitau history. -.-! How is it not surprising, huh. Whatever then. So Dad send me over to Sis Ina's house after we had breakfast in Tekka. I reached there and I saw the two lil' rascals, Ochi and Elvinna.

Well, my day was filled with joy lorr. Those 2 makes my head spin. Lucky for them, this Auntie love kids. Hehe!! They'll sneak from behind and tickle me till I roll on the floor. They'll stop for a while and continue their "mission".

Brought them to buy Bubble Tea and snacks after Titi left. We then head home, watched tv and webcam-ed with Bacen. They wave at him but he didn't see.

Ochi: Hello Uncle Farid! Uncle Farid buat ape?
Bacen: *STONING*

Hahah! Kesian bdk tuu, tkde org layan die. -.-! Aniways, after the big HU-HA, both of them had some story-telling and believe or not, they put me to sleep. HAHAH!! Its either their story is boring or I'm too tired after entertaining them the whole day. Oh, I had this ulcer in my mouth and it bleed while I was playing with them. Ochi was so sweet, he took a tissue paper and wipe it for me. Awww..so cute of him! Auntie love you two! Tehe!

As for Sunday. All I could say is, I've wasted lots and lots of TIME. So till here. Astaluego.

Butterflies fly.

2009-05-22T00:12:00.000-07:00

Closer.

Somehow I'm having butterflies in my stomach. Then again, maybe I shouldn't be putting such high hopes too soon. Aniways, I woke up having to know that the paramedics arrived. I was taken aback for awhile. Bro-in-law was in pain. All I knew after that was they took him to the hospital. Eeek! I guess I'll be going too later, with Dad.

Yesterday made me feel all draggy. Need I say more? Sleep all day laa! Bacen called and luckily I heard my phone rang. He told me he could go home on that very day and asked me to go online. Hahahah! Semangat siak. But sadly, I didn't make it cos I was sleeping. gaaah!

Then I called him in the early morning and he told me that he was in the jungle. I was a bit blur cos he just got home the day before and besides, why-th would they be in the jungle early morning, right? Si penipu nii, tipuu aku bulat2! Kongaja.

Me: Katne ni?
Bacen: Kat rumah la..
Me: Tadi kate kat jungle? Penipu! (fyi, he told me that he's about to fall out also! Penipu, penipu!)
Bacen: Hahah! Mane ade kat jungle? Pagi2 org tgh tido! You gi call buat ape?
Me: Abeh you ask me to go online pkul 1 pagi knape? -.-

Geram, Geram! On a lighter note, I want to..........................................................
I want to go.............................................................................

SHOPPING!
TEHE! :D
ILOVEDADDY&TITI!

Loved!

2009-05-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

Caught! TEHE!

I don't care what you want to think, but I am a one happy girrrrl today! I really, and I mean really! had a heart-to-heart talk with Cinta and I really hope he meant what he said. We continued to text each other till late afternoon. Then I did my CPA module assignment. Had some bites and called Cinta. It's been very long, long enough for me to burst into tears when I heard his voice once again.

So we talked and made some plans for Saturday. Oh wait, he's calling, again.

Ehehehehehee! *jumps around* ^^

MIA-ers.

2009-05-18T08:05:00.001-07:00

Aiyh, Gile-Gile-Gile-Gile-Gile-Gile!

I've been feeling rather lonely lately. I would always sit all by myself in the room after school, thinking about couple of things, or even cry myself to sleep [sometimes laa! I'm also emotional lorh! tsk.] and got tired of thinking till I dozed off.

Sometimes I just wished that I wouldn't have to go through all this unecessary stages in life. I miss my soul twin so much. Yknow, when I used to just lay in bed and then she'll come along and shout something across the room like, "OI!", then she'll keep quiet, of cos I ignored. Then she'll shout the 2nd time and we'll be laughing our hearts out, rolling on the bed like 2 happy hamsters. I miss you so very much ]:

The next people that I missed so much is my ex-colleagues, Nursha, Ezah, Ihsan and Shaiful. They're a bunch of super active people. Always making me laugh and had fun eventhough I sucked to the core at work. Especially Ihsan and Nursha. Ihsan nvr fail to crack me up each time at work. I would be all quiet everytime he's not around. If he's arnd, he'll be dancing, lame-ing and share lots and lots of stories with me. Everytime I listen to Usher, JT, TI, Omarion and etc, it always reminds me of him and how he always show-off his moves in the store. I feel so loved arnd these beautiful ppl. Tehe!

And lastly, I miss my love so fucking much. Boohoo! ]:

Aniways, I had floorball training goin on today. It was awesome as coach gets us all warmed up to the next level of playing the game. We warmed up, had drills and then the so called "match". Thanks ey, Mash and Nani! Lu org baek uh, ditch aku! Hmph! Tanak fren korg lagii! Hahahahah!!

After the games, we gather around and coach moved me from a Forward to a Defender. I guess I play well as a defender compared to a forward. It has always been that way ever since sec sch. I would always be the one who defends. But its all fine with me.

Till here lovelies, goodnight. (:

♥

The Road I take.

Betty who?

Work hard, Play hard.

WARNING: HEAVY CONTENT!

Oh, we're good.

Puck.

What's up, baby.

Hunt down.

Go mobile.

Hi. Hahah!

Weehoo!

VeeVo.

Them.

Where?

I was so high, now I'm so low.

Really Happy Hours!

Yeah, we made it!

Can't separate me from me.

How much I ♥ You.

Truth to be told.

In hope of.

My sorrow's too heavy.

Meet me Halfway.

Up means High.

Gua Jiwaa, babe!

I was thinking...

The one who have what's left.

The truth is..

Shoulder to lean on.

You got the key, right?

Spells F-U-N!

Graawr.

The Shape of My Heart.

I....Confessed.

Treatment.

It was history.

Remind you that

Love products, pls?

Me buck.

Not yet goodbye.

The Pet Lover.

You are?

Awayy.

Play Time! Play Time!

Pretty Lil Boy

My Home.

ND'09!

Snowball Missy.

A Dedication.

Cookie. Cookies. Cookiss.

2 Confinement

Bandung w/ ♥

Well oh well.

Safe a life, will you?

Old Timers.

Close to heart.

Khai & Ahmad.

Tak suke!

Good to go!

APE NI?!?!

Keep Memories Fresh.

Sayang.

In need of you.

I was away.

Twitter Updates

(Amiga & Amigo)'s

Feat. Afiq.

Here we go, again!

Out-side, busy bee!

Feat. Sugars

Sugary Sugars!

Dua kali Lima la, kau!

Quit bothering me alrdy.

Feat. Aysha d.

Shop Part II

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Different Environment.

Quick! Quick!

Trust Love Trust

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